Friday, October 29, 2010

Poetry Friday

St. Francis And The Sow

The bud
stands for all things,
even those things that don't flower,
for everything flowers, from within, of self-blessing;
though sometimes it is necessary
to reteach a thing its loveliness,
to put a hand on its brow
of the flower
and retell it in words and in touch
it is lovely
until it flowers again from within, of self-blessing;
as St. Francis
put his hand on the creased forehead
of the sow, and told her in words and in touch
blessings of earth on the sow, and the sow
began remembering all down her thick length,
from the earthen snout all the way
through the fodder and slops to the spiritual curl of
the tail,
from the hard spininess spiked out from the spine
down through the great broken heart
to the blue milken dreaminess spurting and shuddering
from the fourteen teats into the fourteen mouths sucking
and blowing beneath them:
the long, perfect loveliness of sow.

Galway Kinnell

Spent the morning at the vets and got to thinking about this poem. How beautiful is the idea of "reteaching a thing its loveliness" ?

Monday, October 25, 2010

We Are Always Yearning

If we have a family, we yearn for a friend. If we have a friend, we long to be part of a circle of friends. If we have a home we imagine a castle. If we write, we need readers. If we have readers, we need a response. If we are healthy we fret for beauty. If we are ill we yearn for a cure.

If the cradle is empty we yearn to fill it. If the house is full of children and their dramas we wish for space. If our home is peaceful we yearn to travel. If we live in the city we dream of the country. If the table is laid we yearn for a feast.

Is it possible to cease yearning ?


For a moment -  when I think of an out-of-touch friend, someone from a past I yearned for. Someone who might yearn for time to run backwards, to the last days of her daughter's health. Who might dream of taking Ruby by the hand and running - on fire with yearning - longing to out-run her child's illness and out-fox her daughter's death.

Sometimes when we quit our yearning, we can manage the harsh consolation of count your blessings.
And  sometimes the other side of  longing is even harsher. Is mourning.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Going Out To Play

Without any planning on my part, I notice that our household has shifted its focus from the kitchen to the garden, just as the days themselves are lengthening and shifting towards the long, hot Sydney summer.

My own time in the kitchen is becoming more perfunctory. No more stirring of the porridge pot at breakfast time, and casserole season is definitely over. It’s still cool enough to bake though, and a glance at last year’s notes remind me it’s almost the right time of year for our bread and swimming mornings – mixing a dough and leaving it to rise while we walk to the pool for a swim, then baking the loaf and enjoying a lunchtime feast when we return.

The right season also for a trek to the Farmers’ Market in the city, choosing new breads to try – a sourdough spelt, lemon myrtle, a six fruit loaf. The rhythms of breadmaking nourish us, the unhurried process of mixing and kneading and proving and baking seem to predict and guide us towards the languor of summer.

Breadmaking aside, we’ve turned our attention outdoors. Our garden is certainly no Sissinghurst – it looks like what it is – a well-used patch of ground, messy, a place to get our hands dirty, to soak up the extra minutes of light.

It’s a place for a small boy to dig, sometimes just for the pleasure of mud, sometimes (Time Team inspired ) in search of artefacts, or in quest of ‘gold’. It’s a place for ravens and cats to stalk, for herbs to straggle, for strawberries and lettuce and sunflowers and a worm farm to survive my inconstant gardening.

A place to sit ( by the small magnolia, who has so pleased us since moving here with its buds, its waxy flowers and now its summer greenery ) and plan or read aloud a poem or two.

The garden is leisure but also lesson. The child’s ear, in listening to the wind in the trees or the raucous call of cockatoos, learns to pay sustained attention.  Her hands, in weeding or sandplay or digging, develop for their indoor task of writing.  Eyes refocus and refresh. Bones strengthen.

I’m writing to remind myself. It’s so easy to see a garden’s faults – too small, weeds between the pavers, a worn lawn ( more straw from the guinea pigs’ hutch than grass ). We’ve made do with less in the past – a window box, a suitcase of sand on the balcony, a nearby park, tomatoes in a downstairs pot. Even now, our outdoor space is as imperfect as all my homeschooling endeavours are.

In my mind’s eye I see a garden of native plants, a frog pond, a vegie patch, a tree house. I open my eyes and resist that scold, Perfection. The season sends us out to play.

For anyone interested in breadmaking, Baking Bread with Children by Warren Lee Cohen ( Hawthorn Press 2008 ) is an inspiring and practical read.  This book is a unit study of its own!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

What We're Reading This Week

Me - I've just finished reading All Quiet on the Western Front. Late to come to a classic, I know. Distressing and lyrical at the same time. Next I'll either read Birdsong or Regeneration, depending on what's on the library shelf.

Snowy - assorted Asterix books being read to him. Reading an Aussie Nibbles story called Jamie Spy and the Great Cookie Mystery. It should really be called the Great Biscuit Mystery, but anyhow...

Arwen and Lucy - finishing off the final four books in A Series of Unfortunate Events. I find them Amusing but Unbearably Gloomy. The girls find them Hilarious. Lucy is also reading a book I picked up at the library yesterday called Remembrance by Theresa Breslin, set in the Great War. And we're still reading Great Expectations.


It's funny, but it's only reading Dickens aloud that is letting me really see how fine a writer he is, by slowing me down and making me pay attention to the words, I suppose.

Monday, October 18, 2010

World War One Novels and Poets - A Reading List for Teens

Draft of Wilfred Owen's Anthem for Doomed Youth




Although Lucy is of an age  - historically speaking - to study primary sources and more academic histories, there is a large space reserved for the learning that comes through fiction and poetry. It is impossible to read another of Owen's poems, Dulce Et Decorum Est, for example,  and not immediately understand the despairing sacrifice of a whole generation in the cause of the Great War.

This is a tentative list - it's a time period that can be distressing for those empathetic teens who are often drawn to the study of history - and I've no wish to give Lucy sleepless nights!  So we'll see how we go.

POETS - we'll be looking at two or three poems each by Wilfred Owens, Rupert Brooke and Seigfried Sassoon. This might be a useful place to start looking  http://www.poemhunter.com/ .

NOVELS - Private Peaceful by Michael Morpurgo

After the Dancing Days  by Margaret Rostkowski

A Time of Angels by Karen Hesse

The Silver Donkey by Sonya Hartnett  ( re-read)

Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf

I've come across a number of other novels, both classic and modern, that deal with this time period but are a bit too intense for a 13yr old. I plan on reading a number of them though, so in case you're interested for yourself or for older teens, might I suggest ...

Regeneration by Pat Barker ( this involves the above poets as characters in the novel )

Birdsong by Sebastian Faulks

All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque

I'd also recommend A S Byatt's The Childrens Book  - it actually takes place in the era before the war but it reveals itself in quite a shocking way to be a prelude to war.

If we end up doing other books, or specific activities based on the above novels/poets, I'll be sure to share the info in another post. If you have any other suggestions, please let me know by leaving a comment - I'd like to keep working on this list.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Poetry Friday

A Prayer in Spring


Oh, give us pleasure in the flowers to-day;
And give us not to think so far away
As the uncertain harvest; keep us here
All simply in the springing of the year.

Oh, give us pleasure in the orchard white,
Like nothing else by day, like ghosts by night;
And make us happy in the happy bees,
The swarm dilating round the perfect trees.

And make us happy in the darting bird
That suddenly above the bees is heard,
The meteor that thrusts in with needle bill,
And off a blossom in mid air stands still.

For this is love and nothing else is love,
The which it is reserved for God above
To sanctify to what far ends He will,
But which it only needs that we fulfil.


                 - Robert Frost 

I told you this week would be cheerier!!!

Homemade Flat Breads

We're making these for a Roman feast tonight. The girls are studying Latin this year and Snowy is studying Ancient Rome right now and it's a rainy, grey sort of day that could do with something delicious and fun.

2 cups bread flour
2 cups plain flour
1 tbsp honey
2 tsp salt
2 tsp dried yeast
300ml warm water

Dissolve yeast in warm water with honey. Rest for 10 min until bubbly.

Add salt and flour until dough comes together. Turn out onto floured surface and knead 10 min.

Let it prove until doubled in volume, about 1 - 2 hrs.

Preheat oven to 220 degrees C. Place a baking tray in the oven.

Cut dough into 12 pieces. Form into little balls, coat with flour and roll out into discs 1/2cm thick.

Bake one at a time by tossing the discs onto the heated baking sheet. It takes about 1 -2 min to cook, or when it has puffed up then collapsed a little. Remove from oven with tongs.

Cool before eating as they are filled with steam and very hot!


This fab recipe comes from one of my favourite cook books, Baking Bread with Children by Warren Lee Cohen.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Sports Afternoon.



This is an oval near our house. This is where we went to blow the cobwebs away after a first day back to "school". This is where, on a windy day, the children ran and jogged and cartwheeled and kicked a soccer ball and chased a frisbee. Became breathless and rosy cheeked. This is where their  father told them to try running with the wind at their backs and see the difference it makes. This is where I watched my children feel joy as they moved their bodies through space.

I know there's a place for the teaching of skills, for classes, for squads, for coaches, for drills. Just not at the expense of this.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Poetry Friday

A cheery one next week....I chose this today because of reading The Book Thief and listening to the Anne Frank diary. I've also taken the liberty of playing around with the line breaks.


Death Fugue  
by Paul Celan
translated by Jerome Rothenberg

Black milk of morning we drink you at dusktime
we drink you at noontime and dawntime we drink you at night
we drink and drink
we scoop out a grave in the sky where it’s roomy to lie
There’s a man in this house who cultivates snakes and who writes
who writes when it’s nightfall nach Deutschland 
your golden hair Margareta 
he writes it and walks from the house 
and the stars all start flashing 
he whistles his dogs to draw near
whistles his Jews to appear
starts us scooping a grave out of sand
he commands us to play for the dance

Black milk of morning we drink you at night
we drink you at dawntime and noontime
we drink you at dusktime
we drink and drink
There’s a man in this house who cultivates snakes
and who writes
who writes when it’s nightfall nach Deutschland
your golden hair Margareta
your ashen hair Shulamite 
we scoop out a grave in the sky where it’s roomy to lie
He calls jab it deep in the soil you lot there
you other men sing and play
he tugs at the sword in his belt he swings it
his eyes are blue
jab your spades deeper you men you other men
you others play up again for the dance

Black milk of morning we drink you at night
we drink you at noontime and dawntime we drink you at dusktime
we drink and drink
there’s a man in this house your golden hair Margareta
your ashen hair Shulamite he cultivates snakes

He calls play that death thing more sweetly 
Death is a gang-boss aus Deutschland
he calls scrape that fiddle more darkly 
then hover like smoke in the air
then scoop out a grave in the clouds
where it’s roomy to lie

Black milk of morning we drink you at night
we drink you at noontime 
Death is a gang-boss aus Deutschland
we drink you at dusktime and dawntime
we drink and drink
Death is a gang-boss aus Deutschland his eye is blue
he shoots you with leaden bullets his aim is true
there’s a man in this house 
your golden hair Margareta
he sets his dogs on our trail 
he gives us a grave in the sky
he cultivates snakes and he dreams
 
Death is a gang-boss aus Deutschland  
 
your golden hair Margareta
your ashen hair Shulamite

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Daybook

Listening - to The Diary of A Young Girl by Anne Frank on Radio National. It's more affecting than simply reading the book, perhaps because the voice of the reader echoes and amplifies the voice of the author.

Reading -.just finished The Book Thief by Markus Zusak. Which really. Bugged me. With its short. Staccato. Sentences. Nice conceit though, of Death being haunted by humans.

Creating - helping the girls make this for a friend.




Wondering - how long it would take for untended vegetation to take over a city.

Researching - trying to hunt down a well written narrative history of the 20th century for Lucy, who doesn't want to wait until she's in Yr 11 to delve deeper.

Hoping -  to regain some enthusiasm for cooking. Or at least a tolerance for cooking.

A thought - My second favourite household chore is ironing.  My first being hitting my head on the top bunk bed until I faint.  ~Erma Bombeck
 





Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Not such a Dangerous Idea

First, I have to say I'm delighted that I've worked out how to post book covers without photographing the damn thing first...it would have been hard to do that with this book because I don't actually own it...but I did go to hear Lenore, aka America's Worst Mom, speak  at the Festival of Dangerous Ideas this weekend.

Not so dangerous, even for me, who is Australia's Most Neurotic Mum - to the extent that I actually had the following thought when Lucy enrolled in St John Ambulance Cadets last year...That's good, because if a homicidal maniac decides to do a mass shooting in the hall, there will be lots of people around with first aid training.

Despite my insane thoughts, Lucy and Arwen are not in fact locked up in their bedrooms 24/7. They have the freedom to go to the park, go shopping at the mall, visit the library, take a walk to post their own letters, hang out at the bookshop or the art gallery, shop at the op-shop, go to a cafe together or with friends, go to the movies with friends and stay home. Alone.

It's not much compared with the freedom I wish they could have but it's a whole lot more than many children have. They are always working on adding ' freedoms ' to the list - walking to their Aunty's house, walking to the next suburb and back, catching the bus to ballet. Sometimes I stall on what I can handle, sometimes they are satisfied with what they've got. It  never lasts long. The girls get restless. Or I tell myself to get a grip because this is a picnic, compared to when they grow up and leave and have every freedom there is.

What I liked about Lenore's talk - besides her funny and extroverted presentation and her props - disposable placemats for trips to McDonald's anyone ? Ones that protect against dirt, germs and cleaning products ? - was her clear explanation of why she thinks this has become an issue at all and in the space of one generation. Nothing radical there either - media, consumer culture, the digitisation of our world. She was well worth the $20 it cost to hear her speak. I'd imagine the book is worth the price as well.

When you hear Lenore speak, she's actually quite moderate. She doesn't think you should neglect your child, just that you should listen to their need for freedom, consider it and sometimes grant it, even if it hurts to send them out into the world.

How much freedom would you/do you give your kids ?

A Bouquet

It was our neighbour's birthday, and we wanted to buy her some flowers but we were housebound due to chickenpox and tradesmen ripping out our bathroom. So I made this.